For those wondering, yes, I did remember that June 2nd was the one year anniverary of Tripp's death. NO, I did NOT schedule my surgery to take attention on this day!!! It hurts my heart to think that anyone would think I would do that! Some asked me how I got through the day. It helped that surgery was on my mind, I mean, can you really blame me that I wanted to have something else on my mind?? I had Robby with me and he really helped.
The surgeon only operates on Thursday, I wanted to get the surgery done as early on in the Summer as possible. She basically said, I can do it in two week, the 2nd. I froze, couldn't talk, and said softly 'ok'.
Tripp was the perfect baby, and now he's perfect in Heaven.
I was at work when I talked to my breathless mom on the phone when she had to inform me that Tripp didn't wake up. I couldn't hold it together and ran to the bathroom to hide. I will never forget that day! Jeanette showed up to my work and told my coworkers to tell me to report to the manager's office. I knew our lives would change forever. We knew it would always be difficult after that day. It never gets easier. I love you, Rachael and Greg!! Thank you for sharing your precious baby with me! He touched my life more than anyone will ever understand.
Notice his little hand was holding my pinky! I have always loved this picture!!!
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